Random thoughts

Why do we do the things we do? Why do we act the way we do? Why do we take life for granted?

Death…
We were instinctively born with the idealisms of being unstoppable human beings, although, it is not until your life is somehow threatened is when we fear. Within this year alone, I know 9 individuals who have passed away. Cancers, heart attacks, Diabetes, aneurysms, and the list can go on. Death is an inescapable fixation that life keeps presenting. Its unavoidable, but we continually try to shy away from the topic. Why is that? Maybe its because we haven’t accomplished the several scheme of events that we expect ourselves to experience-those countless fanatical episodes of how we should live life.

Life…
Life is refreshing, beautiful, and worth living. How we view life, is ultimately up to you. What makes you happy remains your haven. I like to think that I take life the way it is. I enjoy the simplest things that are obtainable to me and try to make the most of it until I have had enough. I may be a hypocrite at times. Yes, I sulk in sorrow and beat myself up for the smallest of things. But I enjoy life, my crazy adventures, and my uncanny perceptions.

Death and Life…
It is because of my mother that I have grown so much. Her scent, image, and personality endlessly haunts me, but in a positive way. As much as I have mourned throughout these 7 years, I have used her death as my model of growth, acceptance, and peace.

Understand that life gives you nothing but desires. Enjoy it.